Slowly I'll make them see...

Right.
For about a year I've been in a bubble. Ignoring my inner scream.
Not been easy.

Now that I finally decided to voice my anger, my disappointment, now it's getting out of hand.

I'm getting blamed, hurt, shunned.

One day these humans will understand. That all the lies and pain the inflict, might just be returned. Especially the one human. The one that doesn't understand that everything has an effect. When you create hurt, anger etc., it might bite you on the ankle, right at the moment you think you can start to run, and win the game. The day you want to be free and on top of the world. I pray that when that day comes, I will be the one in the gallery.
I'll be the one viewing this realization.

It is sad. Truly sad. I cry for you. I have to.

Enter Stage Left.

It has been one of those days. Got my hand bag nabbed and spent the afternoon waiting for the police. Luckly he didn't get away cause we grabbed him and dragged him to security.

So we waited and went shopping some more, and went looking for a place to lunch, when they finally called and said we could make a statement. So we postponed the lunch and went to say how it happend. I was not as angry at that stage anymore. Else I might have asked them too hold him down so i could klap him around abit.

And people will ask why do i wanna stay in my country. simple. I still love the rest of the humans. Just cause ones stupidity won't make me leave a country.

Hell.....

I got the bad news recently, that for the next few years of my life, i'm going to spend in HELL! yes, that moneyless, hopeless pit of just esist.....oi

well if i make it....YEAH

if i don't farewell...keep sweet.

:)

I wish....

I wish that for once...for once i could be the one...the one with all the power the freedom, the riches...

then i sit and wonder, why not GOD, did u give me all of that? why does i feel cursed?
and i realise, u gave me the brains... the need for information, so i can do all of that on my damn OWN...
now i wish....
I WISH THAT :
humans can get a sence of reality,
Men will stop being ass holes, unintendently, and intendently.
Women, wold stop being such complete and utter airheads and bitches!

aaagh...it feels good!

Tsunami

How life can turn sometimes. i mean here are these ppl, happily enjoying their holiday, no care in the world, next morning, they wake up washed onto the neighbouring island?

Who's to blame...and not i'm not playing the blame game, but according to all those regulations and very intelligent and knowlegable ppl, some one must have had some warning system in place?

I've red about the Relief plans and what not, but what about the IT WON"T HAPPEN AGAIN PLAN, WE ARE DOING EVERY THING IN OUR POWER PLAN??????????
small tremmors are still being felt all along this disaster zone, and who says it's over, there can stil be another big one on it's way?
For crying out loud, they know it is possible that something like this can happen, and they can even predict stuff like this with all kinds of computer generated disaster impact stuff....
Why then did 150 thousand plus ppl have to die, to make them see that their plans aren't full proof?

Are these humans just gonna get away with it? just like that? Not even slap on the wrist, 'sies u been a bad boy, see what happens when u go fuck off and does god knows what'.


this makes me worry. i don't live near a coast or a earthquake danger zone, or any place that is disaster prone, but what if? i would like to know, what does my government have in place to insure my safety? what systems and checks and warnings is there? I mean God could deside it's time for Pretoria to be hit by a MOTHER FUCKER of a storm and let all the rivers and streams come down... and there is a few, even though they not 'running'. What possible insurance do we have?

I mean God wouldn't let us just die, it's not like him, that is why there are doctors and medicines. He gave us brains and mine is working overtime, trying to make sense of this bullshit called, ACCIDENT, DISASTER! hahahahahahaha

The New year...

So far so good. I'm enjoying the humans n the planet, and some odd reason some name of a particular person keeps poping up.

Hope it's a sign. Ok all Have a great year!
kiss kiss

Oh dear me!!!

i is finaly got my own little place where i can rant and rave and have ppl tell me they hate me!

thnks humans!